Welcome to Senior Spring!
Hello everyone, and welcome to my senior spring!
As you may have guessed, I am back in the blogging seat for my last term here at Dartmouth. I am excited to tell you all about the shenanigans that I get up to during the spring and hope you enjoy reading for the next ten weeks or so!
In the meantime, I think it would be an interesting exercise to reflect on how I feel about everything before the academic term really gets underway.
Stress-wise, I think this term should be relatively relaxed compared to all of my other terms at Dartmouth. For one, my post-grad plans are secure: I got a job after fall term/ in early December 2022 (exciting!) and signed a lease just before this spring term. Additionally, my courses are virtually all purely for interest, and in academic disciplines I've never been able to take courses in, such as Classics. Lastly, most of my leadership positions in extracurricular activities have either completely transferred power or are in the process of doing so, meaning that I get to take more of a backseat and participate in events rather than plan them.
Without as many things competing for my attention as normal, I will say that I feel like I have a lot of free time and am wondering how to make use of it all. What should I prioritize in these last ten weeks at school? What can I do to contribute to the campus community before I leave? How can I use my time effectively for myself? And how do I navigate the feeling that time is moving too fast (even faster than usual)? Adults always tell me that college will pass by in the blink of an eye and yet I'm always surprised when the end of a term comes and it turns out to be true.
However, even as I try to work through these emotions of bittersweet happiness, I am grateful for the experiences that have allowed me to feel them now. The happiness part is quite obvious, I think: I am grateful that things have fallen into place for me and that the work I've done in the past has set me up for success post-Dartmouth. I am grateful that I have had a generally positive experience at the school and that I enjoy my classes, the people, and the Upper Valley. I am also grateful that this term is somewhat bittersweet for me, because I think it represents just how much Dartmouth means to me—if I didn't care about leaving, there wouldn't be any sadness to begin with.
It is strange to be at the beginning of an end, but I am sure that I will learn a lot about myself, those around me, and the world at large through these next ten weeks. As a reader, I imagine that you've been through your fair share of complex experiences and can somewhat empathize with my predicament. No matter what, I'm sure we can always take comfort in the positive emotions, understand the negative ones, and find the silver lining.
Welcome to spring 2023 (or whenever you're reading this), I wish you all the best! Let's see what life has in store!