Introducing my Leslie Research Fellowship in Paris: "Lifelong Guest"
Want to pursue a creative project beyond class but need funding? A Dartmouth center can help. During my Foreign Study Program (FSP) in Paris, I wanted to deepen my experience through photography but lacked the right equipment. So, I applied for the Leslie Center Research Fellowship with a photography project!
I use photography as a way to explore ideas like home, belonging, and the sometimes daunting reality of not having them. That's why the title "Lifelong Guest" felt right for a project capturing yet another journey abroad, where I'm intentionally challenging myself by moving to a new country to expand my horizons.
At the start of my journey, I planned to use digital photography as my medium and Parisian queer nightlife as my subject. As it turns out, you never know what medium or subject will end up calling your name at a given point in time. I ultimately found myself drawn to analog photography, shifting my focus to the embrace of serendipity in everyday existence. This shift allowed me to explore themes of friendship, urban alienation, and the omnipresence of artistic inspiration that my time in Paris brought about. Movement has always been a key aspect of my photography. Nevertheless, in exploring my time in Paris visually, I have learned to slow down and have perhaps become less scared of the stationary—something that has undeniably reflected in my work.
Prior to my junior winter, I had exclusively treated photography as the imaging of a subject matter. This Leslie Center Research Fellowship gave me the occasion to let photography lead the way in an exploratory, almost ethnographic sense. This experience has reshaped my understanding of photography, not just as a means of capturing the world but as a tool for discovery, reflection, and storytelling!