My College Search, and What I Learned From It
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I applied to Dartmouth during the Early Decision window, which in hindsight was either very brave or very naive, because I had no idea what to look for in a college. I didn't believe in myself nearly as much as I should've—I kept running through every reason I might not get in, without ever letting myself imagine that maybe I would.
After a long conversation with my parents, I settled on one thing: I wasn't going to reject myself. If I didn't get in, it wasn't going to be because I talked myself out of applying. I clicked submit.

I hadn't visited campus, or New Hampshire, or New England. When my decision came back, I was incredibly excited. But I was also anxious and unsure. I think part of it was because I'd committed to a place I'd never seen in person, and made the biggest decision of my young adult life trusting only my research and my gut.
Before I started submitting applications, I had put together a short list of non-negotiables: smaller school, not in a city. I didn't think much about things like the social scene or academic departments, because it genuinely didn't occur to me to do so. Looking back, it's pretty funny, because my friends and my majors are a huge part of my life here!

The quality that ended up mattering the most to me wasn't on my list at all: flexibility. I applied to Dartmouth while still floating academically between a few subjects. Going to a liberal arts college gave me the space I needed to try things out. I don't know if I would've landed on Classics or Italian if I'd gone somewhere with a more rigid curriculum.

A rural school mattered to me on paper, but even that was different than I expected. I grew up in a rural part of Michigan, and I think I assumed that going somewhere rural would feel more familiar. In practice, Hanover feels a lot more connected than my hometown ever did—I can walk to a bustling downtown within minutes or hop on a free bus to ride to West Lebanon, which I once would have considered a pretty big town.

If there's a takeaway that might help you out during your own college search, I think it's that what I thought I wanted going in wasn't actually what ended up mattering once I got here. This is a big decision, but there's no single right answer. Do your research, trust your gut, and you'll end up somewhere you can thrive.